Heath Ledger, a Year Later

It was about this time a year ago today that I learned of Heath Ledger's death. Like the rest of the world, I was stunned.

Unlike the rest of the world, however -- and I'm only guessing here -- I still find myself affected by it, welling up whenever I try to watch his E! True Hollywood Story or see him being granted yet another award for his final full performance as The Dark Knight's Joker. (How sad the cosmic timing of his Academy Award nomination announced today, bumped from the usual Tuesday unveiling because of the inauguration.)

Mostly, though, I think of him when I can't sleep. While Ledger was filming The Dark Knight, he sat for an interview in which he seemed tweaked, exhausted, and uncomfortable. He talked about how sleepless nights plague him, how a couple of Ambien were only good for a couple hours' rest: "I couldn't stop thinking," he told the New York Times. "My body was exhausted, and my mind was still going."

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